ppl are gay...............they should die...thats real mean.....just a joke.......this is gay.............................

so the apartment is good.....life is not that much different then when i lived at home...wait ya thats a lie..i can do whatever i want now, but i dont tho so its cool...well this is stupid and i dont have anything to say....u all suck and im done

peace out bitches

we are all moved in!!!!!!!!!!!! well except for our big couch and table...but thats too heavy for us...we need boys to move that in............

life has been strange lately....... i hate being confused and stressed out.....it just seems like its one thing after another....but slowly inm starting to get it all sorted out.....i just had to take a break from it all so i can sort things out one at a time.....

i dont have much to say...i guess im kinda boring right now..

im at B-dros watching the Xgames....good times!!

i cant believe summer is almost over!! wow it went by sooo fast...it was a very interesting summer for sure...there are highs and lows and some so so times...but what can ya do?

well im bored and i have nothing left to say..so im off to watch some more X games!!

toodles all!!

give me a hollar if u wanna stop by our place....277-2755

so wow i havnt put anything in here in forever!!!! a lot has happened in this past week...its been interesting.....a very long week!!!! feels like it was a month..lol.....movin in on friday...finally.....just in time............im so excited......

who will cook our brekfast whit?? lol.....

whats better than butt lick............lol...wow.....

skiped a few steps..but i guess its okay.....

i think that im about to freak out again.....im nuts..lol....

ice cream fixes fights...lol....or anything really...lol

its funny how things happen in life...when u least expect it..it jsut hits ya....good bad or whatever it just comes from nowhere....

sometimes i dont know what to think....but then i take a deep breath and it all seems okay for awhile....

im so surprised at myself...lol....

well idk waht else to say so im out...

if u want to come visit me and whit in our new apt.call me 277-2755...especially if u wanna get us a present!!! 

i took the memories and ran........i hope u did the same...

this summer has taken an interesting turn....kind of exciting...

can't wait till friday!!!!!! woot woot..........

stayin away from the "R" word!!!!!!!!!..no dont say it...

well im out.call the cell if u wannaa talk...........

so today was horrible!!! i got woke up at 930 b/c our basement flooded and it go in my room...so i had to help clean it up...and to top it off i had a horrible sore throat.....then i slept till 1 got a shower went to the doctors to find out i have strep..then i went to work..but my car is broke and i dont get it back til next thursday...worked and of course the second i send someone home we get busy.....i burnt my figner at work....came home to hang out with ash and whit b/c ash leaves us in the morning and we wont see her til dec....whits dad had to go to the hospital today so that sucked....i have gotten no sleep this past week..its been nuts that is part of the reason i am sick....no sleep work and stress is killing me...im so run down...all i feel liek doing is sleeping....

i am more sad now than i thought i would be...its sucks it just never gets any easier....

there is always something....something is always going wrong....not to sound all oo poor me..but ive noticed it this past year....there really is always something just when i think its all okay something else happens....

well i have complained enough about my sad life so im off to watch shrek and try and get some sleep....

night all

pallas we are going to miss u tons!!!!

sick...sick of this place...sick of this feeling..sick of the pain...sick of never healing....sick of saying goodbye.....sick of nothing being right...sick of the mess im always in...sick of the long nights....sick of trying to pretend that its all okay.....sick of it never being okay.....sick of the game.....sick of lying to myself...sick of trying to make it okay.....sick of covering it all up and hiding it away......sick of not knowing......sick of feeling so alone.....sickof wondering......sick of not knowing the truth.........im so sick of everything..........